- devastated - Saturday, December 17, 2005 i woke up late (again) today so i forgot to renew my driver's license...i arrived late at hun's house...when i got there he's still asleep...so i woke him up...then i was reading my notes for my finals in filip...and he's doin his instruct...at around 4 i got tired so i slept and woke up at 6pm...then we went to school to submit hun's work... on our way home...we saw a dead kitten...we actually saw how the car rolled over her little body...i felt bad after seeing it...i evevn saw blood coming out of her mouth and she was really struggling...trying to catch her breath..or maybe trying to fight the pain...i dunno...but i pity the kitten...

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- Stickwitu by Pussycatdolls - Saturday, December 10, 2005 Ohhh.. Oh Oh.. I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind Seems like everybody is breaking up And throwing their love away But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey) Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind See the way we ride, in our private lives Ain't nobody gettin' in between I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me) (What I'm sayin' is) Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u And now, ain't nothing else I can need And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me I got you, we'll be making love endlessly I'm with you (baby I'm with you) Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher) So don't cha worry about People hanging around They ain't bringing us down I know you, and you know me And that's all that counts So don't cha worry about People hanging around They ain't bringing us down I know you, and you know me And that's, that's why I say (Hey) Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on) You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u *** i just love this song

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- back to reality - Wednesday, December 07, 2005 i just came back form a journey not long ago...i was living a dream only some people know...it was great there, you never grow old much like neverland, or maybe not, i don't really know...in there i was so happy...no propblems that can hurt me...in there i was the boss of my life...that's what i wanted it to be...i was happy with you there, and you were happy with me...i never wanted to leave that place coz i've never been so free...you loved me so much there, and i loved you more and more how can this be...your gone now...and so i mourn you never stopped believing in us for so long...i was so stupid...i didnt mind it even if i knew all along...i can't describe how happy we were in that dream...so happy that it would look like we're crazy... but now that dream is gone...i'm no longer in heaven...now you must face reality once more...and fight my demons again...

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