- stone cold - Tuesday, January 31, 2006 what is it with rocks and stones? it keeps me ticking, keeps me going...i can feel it even through my bones...i could even feel it without knowing it really feels weird most of the time...what matters like these can do to you...im not even sure if what i have is mine...HOW I WISH you can feel this too you can drive a woman crazy just a simple sip...make them think and make them do things...to make them believe your their's to keep...and what joy these things bring i don't know if its aware of what it does...maybe they do.. i don't know!...maybe they dont! we're like dust being swept away when we're getting close stone cold! now that's a nice name for it...it sounds so intimidating for an object...makes your stomach growl, doesn't it?...or maybe it does other effects maybe someday i won't be scared anymore...yeah, you heard that right, i'm scared!!! so scared makes my heart always sore...but i know it won't bother you, u dont even care!! coz your one cold rock..ur a one stone cold rock...that's gonna keep on haunting my dreams til one day i snap! run and never look back...

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- What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? - Sunday, January 29, 2006 You Are An Understanding Girlfriend! You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

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- just a fool - Friday, January 20, 2006 Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing I believed in superstitions Then maybe i shud have seen the signs The Lord knows that this world is cruel I ain't the Lord, I'm just a fool

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- love is a mystery - now i know that love, really is a mystery.. ive realized that sometimes, even if u wana keep some promises, things and people just come unexpectedly.. i've finally found someone who's ready to fight for me and i could say the he really is an unexpected blessing.. just really worth all the wait, the pain, sacrifices, risks, hurts and evrything else..well, i know i deserve to be happy after every episode.. actually, everyone deserves to be! i just really couldn't ask for more..

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- 60 seconds - As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures , laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...

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- piece of mind - Saturday, January 14, 2006 i received this email from my bestfriend's ex-gf ...she revealed a secret about the things that had happened in the past...i was in shock after reading the mail...i immediately replied to the mail..i was really mad...the next day the girl asked me through ym if im online...then she told me that she was not the one using the email...someone's using her account...i dont know if i should believe her.. when will everyone have their own piece of mind??? i just wish i could talk to my bestfriend...he's been busy with work...he even forgot to greet me on my birthday...hai... moving on... i've been busy with school nowadays...i having a hard time doing my portfolio..i have a lot of things on my mind but i cant seem to illustrate it on paper...maybe im not yet ready to take this...even my friends are having a hard time with it...plus im taking my ojt2 this term...i have done 2 projects in web...then i have a current video project and a new web project is coming up...im about to look for a company... on the other hand...hun and i were doing well...we had some petty fights but then we didn't let the night pass without talking about it...its been a year since that "thing" happened...i am still not over it...i can still remember every single detail about it...even the things that both of them told me...im still thinking about all the what if's...i know "she" is not yet over it...she still looks at my network accounts...it is possible that she's reading my blogs...i've seen several blogs that she wrote which makes me believe that it's not yet over...even if she would claim that she is okay now... my own piece of mind???? that time might never come...as long as she keeps on coming back to our lives...that time would never come...

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- New Year 2006 - Sunday, January 01, 2006 at 11pm i woke up my mom, dad, brother and my lola...we prepared the fireworls that we will use for celebrating the new year...we stayed at the roofdeck...we saw a lot of beautiful fireworks...it was much better compared with the one's we saw last year...people didn't buy much of the usual firecrackers like the judas belt, cyring cow and the other popular firecrackers...people are wiser to buy dragon fireworks or platinum fireworks (this brand is used in enchanted kingdom)... at around 12:30,we went down to the dining area and prepared our media noche...lola was already sitting at the table and started to pick the food then we prayed (it's our ritual)...then ate...luckily we were able to save the cherries last week... i slept at around 3am coz our neighbor was too busy having fun with the videoke... this morning i got up at around 11am...then ate a little...took a bath and prepapred myself...i called up hun and yaz to ask them if they're ready...then we picked hun at his house...then next stop is to yaz' house...then we went to rockwel powerplant...we decided to eat at brother's burger but it was closed so we went to shakey's...then we watched exodus...it wasn't nice...compared to mulawin and enteng kabisote 2...it has no story...its a rip-off from the movie harry potter, matrix and lord of the rings...we almost fell asleep inside the movie house...good thing we got free tickets for Enchanted Kingdom...haha...at least our time and money was not wasted...

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