- happy? - Saturday, March 25, 2006 You Are 68% Happy You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. How Happy Are You?

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- releasing some stress - Thursday, March 23, 2006 ive been really inconsistent lately...been trapped in some emotional crap...confused with what i really want...thinking of what my future will be...with you??? damn it i hate this...knowing we both want to have different directions...all you think about is those freakin past time of yours...you can't even remember a single thing i've told you what to do...you do things on your own...you always do it your way as if no one is waiting for you...driving herself insane waiting...waiting for nothing...so now..im thinking..thinking about what i really want...

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- reflections of a mother - Thursday, March 16, 2006 I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drink, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs but I can't prevent you from using them. I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you. I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious. I can warn you about sins, but I cannot make you moral. I can love you as a child, but I cannot place you in God's family. I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God. I can teach you about Jesus, but I cannot make Jesus your Lord. I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you eternal life. I can love you with unconditional love all of my life . . . and I will!!!

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- selfish - Someone I hate, she thinks she’s great And loves to state the obvious You’re next to me, entirely, let’s wait and see Someone like you, selfish it’s true All you can do It’s plain to see, entirely, you disagree No sense of reason, I think it’s true Why did you have to believe them No sense of reason, what do I have to do There’s no-one else you’re deceiving Sometimes it’s true, forgiving you is hard to do It’s crystal clear, could end in tears And not something I can feel sure of No sense of reason some think it‘s true Why did you have to believe them No sense of reason, what do I have to do There’s no one else No sense of reason some think it‘s true Why did you have to believe them No sense of reason, what do I have to do There’s no one else you’re deceiving No sense of reason, why did you have to believe them No sense of reason, there’s no one else No sense of reason some think it’s true Why did you have to believe them No sense of reason, what do I have to do There’s no one else you’re deceiving Why did you have to believe them

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- for the record - Thursday, March 09, 2006 1.for the record ilan na naging bf/gf mo??? -- 4 2. where do you usually hang-out? -- g4, powerplant, penshop ni kuya bogsie! ccp tapa king... 3. fave song as for now? -- selfish 4. last movie you saw? -- memoirs of a geisha 5. most expensive object you bought with your own money? -- mobile phone 6. YOSI O BEER? -- none 7. they say "you are who you hang out with" ... -- yup...beebabes :) 8. have u ever fallen in love w/a friend? -- yup 9. what would you do if you caught your guy/girl & bestfriend sleeping together? -- freak out 10. any pets? what are their names? -- dogs...milo and aki 11. may nasuntok ka na ba? -- hmmm wala naman 12. anung sabi nung sinuntok mo? -- wala pa e 13. which do u prefer? jollibee or mcdo? -- luv ko toh... 14. wendy's or kfc? -- both 15. ever broken someone's heart? -- yup 16. ever had your heart broken? -- yup 17. what did u do to the person who broke your heart? -- ive forgotten everything about us and after a while we became friends 18. what's inside your pocket? -- none 19. fave past time? -- tv, mp3 and dvd 20. biggest regret in life? -- not telling him what i really felt that moment 21. worst experience you've been through? -- ever imagined your life to be like a "teleserye" drama??? hahaha that really happened to me! the usual korean love story..someone going after someone and another person comes hahahaha... 22. best place you'd rather be? -- beside him 23. would you kiss on a 1st date? -- it depends 24. last time u cried? -- last week? 25. anong ginawa mo ngayong araw na to? -- woke up and ate brunch 26. huling tinext mo?: -- hun's mom 27. describe yourself in ONE word?: -- twisted 28. huling ginawa mo bago matulog?: -- texted my friends 29. nakapunta ka na ba sa cebu?: -- nope 30. huling inutos sayo ng magulang mo?: -- check the website of nine west 31. magulo ba dyan?: -- yup 32. may bf/gf ka ba ngayon? -- yup 33. nakapunta ka na ba sa malabon zoo? -- yup..when i was in grade school i think 34. huli mong kinain?: -- beef with brocolli 35. huli mong ininom?: -- orange juice 36. naka-experience ka na ba ng lindol? -- yup 37. kelan ka huling sumakay ng elevator?: -- hmmm...3 wks ago 38. anong gagawin mo bukas?: -- wala 39. huling tumawag sayo sa phone/cp?: -- jp 40. anong oras ka natutulog?: -- it depends, usually mga 2-4 am 41. ano sinasakyan mo papasok? -- car 42. kumakain ka ng bayabas?: -- used to 43. nagka-sore eyes ka na ba?: -- yup 44. kelan ka huling nagswimming?: -- last january 45. ano sinusuot mo pag natutulog?: -- shirt/tank and shorts 46. anong ginawa mo kaninang 8am?: -- sleeping

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- because of you - I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing

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